|a still evening in the baltic sea.|
monstroustoday the water is blackmonstrous by raido-ehwaz
like oil, lidless eyes
bobbing into existence.
it is both a source
and a reflection of our demise
that we think we can own it,
this essence and dilution of life.
how ridiculous we are!
we draw lines in water,
build walls in sand;
we carve our adolescence into trees
that engulf our forlorn names
right before they burn.
thus, that is all that remains.
names. worthless vocalizations
sung in the agony
of beginnings and ends.
summertime madnessthe greenhouses have lifted their skirtssummertime madness by raido-ehwaz
breathe dust breathe
and every day grows hotter
as i'm sweating out my dry longing
ocean extruding through pores,
skin oozing promises and soothing words.
tastes like salt.
and that lingering aftertaste is melancholy
the sun dances and roars laughter
maybe she's leaving -
JRaindrops knock at the windowJ by linderel
and I feel hollow in the silence
I am the only one breathing this still air
in a room that is not mine
but has become yet another home
for me to return to.
The distance is a faint ache on my skin
and the clock mocks me,
ticking away secondsminuteshoursdays
too fast even as it is too slow.
has brought me to my knees before, you know.
Yet I cannot regret giving my heart the leave
to love you.
i'm a freelance photographer with a background in biology (evolutionary biology and ecology). for my master's project, i studied the immune system in ants specifically, and social insects in general. i have a burning interest for the organisms that truly dominate this planet - microbes and viruses.|
in my freetime i also do photography, read & write, study arabic and guitar. i also have a photo blog, which you can find here: luhtasela.wordpress.com/
i love doctor who and have a slight crush on GLaDOS.
that's not it, but i couldn't possibly tell it all..
Current Residence: Morocco
Operating System: Kubuntu (desktop), Ubuntu (laptop)
Personal Quote: Convenience dulls the mind.